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my journey into the darkness of the past. recently an old event has comeback to haunt me. about 6 years ago i had the scariest night of my life, in which i thought for several minutes (which seemed like ages) that my life was going to be over for sure. I'm 25 now and away at school...and all this has bubbled back up (much more intensely anyway, it was always there on and off I think) and is making it next to impossible for me to concentrate and function. I have told only one person in my life the whole story (how badly I wanted to keep it that way, but I can't). I wrote out the story of that night for a few trusted friends (whether or not they read it I don't know), but never shared the rest of what happened before that. That part of it has been far too personal, I make allusions to it...but never talk about it.
I am HOPING this all becomes a journey from darkness to light. This already some light starting to peek through a pin hole...

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